Backing track:
https://youtu.be/AXWk5wlA8pU

0:13
I don't measure up 
To the person that I think I should be
So I think it's fair enough
If you're losing all your patience with me

Some days
My mind spins
And I'm dazed
Like I just been struck by lightning

I blurt these words that I never ever meant
One more text 
I wish I never ever sent

0:40
I don't know what's wrong with me
Can I shake this impulsivity?
Do you still believe me, when I tell you that I'm sorry
But I just keep messing up again?

0:52
I'm trapped
Inside this pattern
Don't know, just how to interrupt it
My guilty conscience should be keeping me in checkmate
Not keeping me on edge, so that I can't even think straight

1:04
I never ever hated you
And you're right to be frustrated too
So thanks for putting up with me
No, I don't know what you see in me

1:19
I don't know what's wrong with me
Can I shake this impulsivity?
Do you still believe me
When I tell you that I'm sorry
But I just keep messing up again?

I forget just when I lost the plot
I can't remember what it's like to be at peace anymore
Seasick, from this neurotoxic carousel
2 AM, wonder what it's even for

1:43
Tired of feeling things so much

1:49
Tripwires that I'm afraid to touch

1:55
Timekeeper slowly loses sand

2:01
Will I achieve enough before the end?

2:10
I don't know what's wrong with me
Can I shake this impulsivity?
Do you still believe me
When I tell you that I'm sorry
But I just keep messing up again?

I forget just when I lost the plot
I can't remember what it's like to be at peace anymore
Seasick, from this neurotoxic carousel
2 AM, wonder what it's even for

Do you still believe me
When I tell you that I'm sorry
But I just keep messing up again?

Do you still believe me
When I tell you that I'm sorry
But I just keep messing up again?

Messing up again