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If you are worried about your dive into snuff fantasies, here's a piece that will hold your hand through it.

In all seriousness, there are legitimate psychological foundations for being aroused by this. I personally didn't get "desensitized" into needing this to "get off", because I "exhausted" lesser porn. My sexuality just latched on to a strange feeling that my brain was always fascinated by: the rush of pity that comes from someone being forced towards the gallows. Having mild autism, I have a hard time parsing emotions, and in feeling this, my empathy is salient and logical.

Keep fantasy and real life separate. You should never feel bad about using your imagination, whatever facets of felt experience you want to explore. Sometimes the evil playthrough of a game is fun.
But keep your head with you and realize how terrifying this is to normal people. And don't ever lose sight of the importance of a good ending.