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Not so long ago, my mother passed away, because of cancer. Most of the time I'm fine and doing great, but sometimes (especially, when spring comes and around the holidays) I miss her just so much, that it hurts.
The last weeks I was in a status between feeling good, and feeling incredibly bad emotionally. And it took me some time to find out why that was.
Only when I found out the reason, it started to get better.

This image is my try to show you how it felt for me.
... like nothing I did mattered anymore.
... like there was a black hole inside of he, that sucked all the colors out of my world.
... like I was falling appart and could barely hold myself together.

I think we all know those moments. It feels different for all of us, but all the same at the same time.

If you are in a kind of similar state at the moment... fear not. It will pass... someday. At least that's what I tell myself.

I will miss her, and I will cherish the paintings I did for or because of her.

And maybe these emotions just mean, that she was so very important for me.

"Love you mom. <3 "

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