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She'd handled herself okay in the store, but now she was hyperventilating, and she didn't know how to stop. She clenched her eyes shut, trying not to cry because she didn't want to smear her mascara and the only thing she could think about was how...\n\n...she [i]didn't[/i] react that morning.\n\nVictor [b][i]raped[/i][/b] her. As horrible as it was, Jody had blocked most of that from her mind. Even right after, when Victor cleaned himself up and left the girls' bathroom like nothing had happened, she just stayed there, in the lavatory, listening to the sounds of the other guys bantering, swearing virtual revenge and eagerly planning their next meetup as they packed their gear. She felt dull, used, and empty.\n\nHe [i]had[/i] to know what he'd done. She'd resisted, hadn't she? She'd told him no, she'd struggled, she'd tried to get away. But when he left, he didn't look like someone who'd just [i]raped[/i] someone else. He'd kissed her on the cheek and promised her that gaming mouse. It wasn't like he'd drawn a knife on her.\n\nWhen she emerged from the bathroom, nobody really noticed. She walked to her laptop and started packing up, not at all like a victim; like someone whose very sexuality was forcibly ripped from her hands. Jody didn't know how to process it  -  Even if she was, what could she say? That Victor had raped her about 10 minutes ago and waltzed right out and now she was walking out with him? That she'd been flirting with the man for an hour, dressed like a Goth whore, but she hadn't wanted it? Every passing second, the story  -  the [b][i]truth[/i][/b]  -  seemed less and less reasonable, until she couldn't even say it. Couldn't even think it anymore.\n\nAnd if she ever told anyone, who would believe it? She'd lose the only friends she still had.\n\nShe'd left the community center and went straight to the pharmacy, and now she [i]knew[/i] she could never tell anyone. Who got raped and went around like everything was normal? They'd say she was just looking for attention or trying to get back at Victor for beating her. They'd calmly dismiss to her that if she'd really been raped, she would have fought back harder; she would've used her weight to overpower him, kick him in the balls or something, and run for help immediately. She'd have screamed loud enough for someone to hear them. She wouldn't have dressed up like she was a slut, just asking for it. \n\nShe'd have...\n\nJody's lip started trembling, and it suddenly hurt to see. Her face contorted into pained anguish, and rapid sniffles gave way to hiccupping sobs... and finally, overwhelmed wails.\n\nWhen the South Korean young adult eventually made it back to her dorm room, she threw the energy drinks in the trash. She was cutting back on caffeine anyway. She took the Plan B medication, she drank some water, and ultimately drifted into her bed, her crying worn down, but still present.\n\nA few minutes later, she heard the telltale signs of her roommate unlocking the door, so Jody wiped her eyes and pretended to be asleep. The blonde socialite had never been close to Jody, still upset that she hadn't been picked for a sorority. Even with all she had been through, Jody still couldn't help but shake her head minutely at how ridiculous the bratty half of their odd couple looked. She was a typical Valley Girl, and she walked in with her tiny toy dog in her purse. Chihuahuas as a fashion accessory? The woman was a walking cliche. She'd managed to nab a fake `Service Animal' certificate for the animal in order to force the University into allowing it on campus with her. She was speaking on the phone loudly about the Kardashians, closing the door and walking over to her mini-fridge.\n\nJody did [i]not[/i] have the energy to deal with Toria Lunderman today.\n\nShe may have only been pretending to be asleep, but she genuinely wanted peace and quiet to herself. But the bimbo bleating to her friend quickly grated on her nerves, down to the very [i]bone[/i]. She didn't seem to notice or care that Jody was supposedly asleep, and talked for an endless hour about the inanest crap on the planet, every departure starting a conversation anew (``Alright then, see you later. Are you going to the party this weekend? Yeeess, girl! It's the one on...'') before her friend [i]finally[/i] had to go, for real this time.\n\n[i]Thank [/i][b][i]God[/i][/b][i].[/i]\n\nInstead, Toria started [i]humming[/i] to herself.\n\n[i]Someone [/i]kill[i] me.[/i]\n\nJody heard the mini fridge open again. Nothing remarkable.\n\nUntil she heard the scream.\n\n\"Aaaah!\" Toria yelped.\n\nJody jolted up in the bed, startled. The young woman was clenching her head and writhing around in an apparent seizure. \"Tori, what's wrong?\" Jody gasped.\n\n\"My hands...my...aaaugh...\"\n\nHer words were cut off as her face started to...[i]move[/i]...shifting around like it was made of Jell-o. Her nose started to extend outward, hands shrinking rapidly and curling in like little T-Rex arms. Jody watched, frozen with bug eyes as her roommate began to melt in front of her like a witch in a movie. \"What...do I...?\"\n\nBut there [i]was[/i] nothing to do. Jody had always weighed twice as much as Toria, but the Valley Girl started to shrink in front of her until there was barely anything left. Her clothes were skimpy enough that Jody could tell exactly what was happening, though it took several seconds to fully process. 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