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      "body": "It's not that deep",
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      "body": "Anyone know what the song is?",
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      "body": "[quote]\"dacad\":/users/142160 said:\nI'm okay\nWhen drawing this I was not. \nIf you want a glint of hope [spoiler]the notification on their phone helps bring them back inside.[/spoiler]\nThis is not glorification of suicide, just expression. The swirling thoughts, illness, fatigue, low drive, financial strains, trauma; these things billow up and sometimes need to be exhausted. \nI am in therapy. I cannot give advice how to better yourself, it's a constant struggle that ebbs and flows. \n \n[/quote]\n\nLife is hard brother but stay strong yes you may struggle but you can't let bad thoughts win you must keep fighting for the people in your life who care about you ",
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      "body": "[quote]\"dacad\":/users/142160 said:\nI'm okay\nWhen drawing this I was not. \nIf you want a glint of hope [spoiler]the notification on their phone helps bring them back inside.[/spoiler]\nThis is not glorification of suicide, just expression. The swirling thoughts, illness, fatigue, low drive, financial strains, trauma; these things billow up and sometimes need to be exhausted. \nI am in therapy. I cannot give advice how to better yourself, it's a constant struggle that ebbs and flows. \n \n[/quote]\n\nStay safe brother. We might all be some horny fucks, but most importantly of all we're human– and we all care about you. We'll all be here for you ",
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      "body": "We care about you, not just due to your content, but because you are a living breathing and amazing being, so remember, there are always those that care about you.",
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      "body": "This advice is for anyone struggling with suicide or depression or any problems really.\nLets find out what you need. \nI have a lot of experience and knowledge with therapy and psychology. It's not easy. I went through at least a dozen people before I found the right person to talk to (Now I have 2 great people/professionals). One of the major problems is how they are trained. Lots of medical personal are trained to push an agenda (Without your knowledge) and meds (They lie). The meds are not to help you... Meds are there to help everyone else tolerate you or your behavior (You're not the problem; they are). So please do your research and make sure they're not lying to you, and giving you barbiturates. These can be sedative's, and/or hypnogenic...\n  This is a serious violation of medical ethics and patient rights. Not only that it's most likely illegal depending on location. But just because something is legal, doesn't make it lawful or ethical/moral.\n\nIn some cases, this can make suicidal ideation worse! Always question and challenge all medical \"Professionals\" Always ask them if they can help you. And always let them know you are concerned with them pushing meds. They will even prescribe hypnogenic/sedative's for headaches or migraines... So even if your not at a doctors for mental health... They will try to push mental health related meds...\n\nRight now the medical systems where I'm currently at reflect and echo, dangerous agenda's and ideology. They even go as far to mask themselves in the sense of placing people into a false sense of security and safety and support...\n\nAlways record your conversations and medical appointments. You always have the right to record yourself as a reasonable accommodation, for your safety and memory. Depending where you are located you may not even need to notify them you are recording. But no matter what, you do not need their consent (ever).\nIf they deny the recording or cancel your appointment, this may be seen as discrimination, and breaking the law in multiple ways. Not only that, but it's unethical and immoral to deny someone the ability to record their own medical appointments at any and all times. If the board of nurses have good people in them, they will agree with me, and most likely revoke the licenses of the people who violate your rights.\n\n You should always make sure to not record in the lobby (You can, but I don't recommend it). do not bring attention to it. Start the recording in the office where it's just you and there is no way anyone can tell you, you are doing wrong sense there is no way for you to record other peoples medical information. When it comes to that, it's not the patients responsibility to protect patient information. It's always theirs (Do not let them push their responsibility's onto you; it's unlawful and unethical). So if they try to tell you no, or stop you or lie to you by saying you can't record for patient safety of their private medical information; that does not apply to you. That is always on them. Recording in secret may not hold up in the court of law... But it may be used as evidence still in any other capacity. Such as a board, or collective. They cannot deny the evidence because they don't have authority to repress it. They are not law enforcement, but they sure like to pretend most of the time... (It's always safer to state that you are recording, and then know how to defend it, rather then record in secret)\n\nIf you do not feel comfortable with this, bring a person with you at least. it's your rights. You need an advocate and a witness. \n\nThey always make it difficult to fight for your rights... Learn how to file lawsuits, or threaten to sue if you feel like your rights are being violated. Always document. Always make complaints. And have proof of your side, aka recording/witness. So if they lie, you are protected. (THEY WILL LIE! BE PREPARED)\nStay calm. Do not cuss. Do not raise your voice. Do not make sudden movements.\nThey always claim that you are aggressive or violent as an excuse to not serve you, or provide medical care, as they took an oath to do... Submit your documents and evidence to the board of nurses and have their licenses taken away at the very least.\n\nIf you know your local police department and trust them, you may even call the police right then and their to press charges. Because denying someone medical treatment is illegal! Where I am it's Federally illegal. It's possible they go to prison for this. \nJust be prepared to show the law, IE the Code, etc... Because most Police are really stupid or not real police. If the police refuse to press charges or make a report, you may need to do more to hold everyone accountable...\n\nAll of this is a lot! So I understand why people want to take their own lives. This is too much to handle for one person that is already struggling. If you are poor, then getting legal help will be close to impossible. \n\nFind someone to love. Find someone to trust.  \n\nDon't give anyone the reason or thought you cannot take care of your basic needs. especially a doctor. You may be involuntary treated. If they ask questions related to these things. Don't answer. Divert the focus and ask if they can help. Don't give details. You really don't want to be involuntarily treated... I know.\n\nI really hope this helps someone that needs it.\nI'll make an observation: I am seeing more of this kind of art work here of all places. And that really tells me society is failing in terms of protecting and helping people. But it's healthy. I'm glad the community here seems decent enough to want to help.",
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      "body": "[quote]\"lycanroke\":/users/1977880 said:\nI'm glad you're okay now, hope you manage to overcome this, take care and stay safe\n[/quote]\n\nif you need to talk i be here for you is there a way to pm on here?\n",
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      "body": "dont give up. As you always do, buddy.",
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      "body": "hope you doing okay",
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      "body": "I was suicidal once, but I always said to myself: ,,One more day.\"\nAnd eventually, a lot changed in my life and I was feeling better.\nTrust me man, it will get better.",
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      "body": "I love it when I see posts like this where people come together to try and help OP and/or other users feel better in the comments. Especially when the music fits the energy of the comments so perfectly that it makes the comments feel like they're part of what makes the artwork the truest art that it can be. I hope it gets better for you, Dacad and everyone else in the comments who are going through hard times (including those who just read them). We all deserve peace of mind and a good night's rest to make the most of the days to come.",
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      "body": "I wonder if it’s based in real events\nCause if it is… (\nDacad has been posting stuff like this for 2 years now, I’m happy that Dacad is ok right now. I hope he’ll get even better while on a therapy. ",
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      "body": "It gets more tolerable.",
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      "body": "Hey, I don't ever comment here but as someone who is struggling with crippling anxiety and is in therapy I felt the need to say somthing. First of all, know that you need to find the strength within yourself, therapy only helps make you aware of your true problems and give you some tools to help you cope, but the real work you have to do is with yourself, be it forgiving yourself, realizing and convincing yourself that you are enough and such. You still need to find a therapist that you can resonate with, someone who you feel at ease with while discussing this type of stuff, who shares similar values so you can feel understood. So don't give up on it if you don't find such a person on the first try, and keep pushing. Our life is very short in the grand scheme of the universe so we might as well see what we can make of this limited time that we have. Best wishes and I am rooting for you.",
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      "body": "Wish you luck",
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      "body": "All my hope goes to you, Dacad. This will pass",
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      "body": "Strange place to see human decency and genuine compassion, respect to you kind souls 🙏, brought a tear to my eye and restored a little faith in humanity. Dacad pm me on here or discord if u ever need to vent or someone to listen, I've been there alot. LOVE U ALL AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS LOVES ❤️ ",
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      "body": "Не надо",
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      "body": "Dacad, I know many of us are just a bunch of anonymous furry porn addicts that enjoy your work; but many of us actually care about you and your well being. I know that doesn't do much for the depression but I hope it gives you some comfort!",
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      "body": "Merry christmas Dacad",
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      "body": "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, life will always get better sooner than you think, and even if you believe nobody cares for you, many do, if you need someone to talk to reach out to a professional, or anyone you need to twin. \nwere here for you twin ❤️‍🩹",
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      "body": "..i want to help.. even if its just someone to chat.. im.. kinda alone for the holidays too itll be okay though",
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      "body": "Hey. I know this is kind of weird considering where this is. But other than the NSFW stuff. On a serious note. Are you okay.? I may be someone random on the internet but sometimes talking is more than enough. If you have anywhere you’d like to chat in private I’d be more than happy to lend you an ear or just to have someone around. You’re loved Dacad. ❤️",
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      "body": "Looks like someone is all alone for Christmas aren't they? Marry Christmas Dacad. I know this is a weird place to talk, but if you have a X, discord, or anything, I'm down to chat.",
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      "body": "Dacad, do you need someone to talk to?",
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