{
  "writing": "Backing track:\nhttps://youtu.be/AXWk5wlA8pU\n\n0:13\nI don't measure up \nTo the person that I think I should be\nSo I think it's fair enough\nIf you're losing all your patience with me\n\nSome days\nMy mind spins\nAnd I'm dazed\nLike I just been struck by lightning\n\nI blurt these words that I never ever meant\nOne more text \nI wish I never ever sent\n\n0:40\nI don't know what's wrong with me\nCan I shake this impulsivity?\nDo you still believe me, when I tell you that I'm sorry\nBut I just keep messing up again?\n\n0:52\nI'm trapped\nInside this pattern\nDon't know, just how to interrupt it\nMy guilty conscience should be keeping me in checkmate\nNot keeping me on edge, so that I can't even think straight\n\n1:04\nI never ever hated you\nAnd you're right to be frustrated too\nSo thanks for putting up with me\nNo, I don't know what you see in me\n\n1:19\nI don't know what's wrong with me\nCan I shake this impulsivity?\nDo you still believe me\nWhen I tell you that I'm sorry\nBut I just keep messing up again?\n\nI forget just when I lost the plot\nI can't remember what it's like to be at peace anymore\nSeasick, from this neurotoxic carousel\n2 AM, wonder what it's even for\n\n1:43\nTired of feeling things so much\n\n1:49\nTripwires that I'm afraid to touch\n\n1:55\nTimekeeper slowly loses sand\n\n2:01\nWill I achieve enough before the end?\n\n2:10\nI don't know what's wrong with me\nCan I shake this impulsivity?\nDo you still believe me\nWhen I tell you that I'm sorry\nBut I just keep messing up again?\n\nI forget just when I lost the plot\nI can't remember what it's like to be at peace anymore\nSeasick, from this neurotoxic carousel\n2 AM, wonder what it's even for\n\nDo you still believe me\nWhen I tell you that I'm sorry\nBut I just keep messing up again?\n\nDo you still believe me\nWhen I tell you that I'm sorry\nBut I just keep messing up again?\n\nMessing up again\n"
}