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  "description": "<div><p>Last week, before my birthday, I had a rather bad day I'd spent dealing with a barrage of intrusive and self-destructive thoughts.<br><br>I had a stream scheduled that same evening and didn't think I could handle drawing for an audience, but I powered through it and got this done. I don't think I've ever gotten so upset <em>after</em> finishing a piece, but that's what happened. I actually had to stop looking at it once I closed off the stream because it cut so deep, despite being so unassuming. Fortunately several friends came in clutch and cheered me up before I called it for the night, so the day didn't end on a bad note.</p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>That said, this is still very much a relatable mood on days when I'm struggling to stay on top of my mental health.</p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><hr><hr>\n\n<p></p><div><em>My art is crowdfunded &amp; free to enjoy.</em></div>\n<div><p><em>Support me for more and see my work early by <a href=\"https://support.the.choco.one/subscribe\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">pledging to my website!</a></em><br>| <a href=\"https://support.the.choco.one/\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">PATRONAGE &amp; EARLY ACCESS</a> | - | <a href=\"https://the.choco.one/\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">MY OTHER SITES</a> | - | <a href=\"http://commission.the.choco.one/\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">COMMISSIONS</a> | - | <a href=\"http://the.choco.one/merch\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">MERCH</a> |</p></div></div>\n"
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