{
  "description": "<div><p>\"am i a <em>lie</em>?<br>am i a <em>truth</em>?<br>what <em>is</em> me?</p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>am i a <span style=\"color:#ba372a\"><em>delusion</em></span>?<br>...<br>i appreciate you being here for me.<br>please coat me in your rubber and give me a taste of what your reality is like.</p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>i just want a body i can be comfortable in...\"<br>==<br>identity issue vent</p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>i need to get transformed by a liquid latex anthro nido's goo<br>maybe that would fix me</p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>but also so would a nullsuit like that lizard's<br>i wish high-tech nullsuits were real</p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>i spent so long trying to shade shiny spandex in a way that fits my interlaced pixel art style while being visually distinct from the rubber nido<br>i settled on the ms paint spray tool (i really try to avoid anti-aliasing because i want this to look clearer on already-blurry ntsc composite) for spandex shine like i did in my <a href=\"https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62811890/\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">october 2025 art piece of koita zentaing in public</a></p></div><div><br></div>\n\n<p></p><div>i hope you can visually tell the materials apart here. i'm not very good at drawing the folds differently (if at all)</div><br><br><p><a href=\"http://www.postybirb.com/\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">Posted using PostyBirb</a></p>\n"
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