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  "description": "<div><p>Not so long ago, my mother passed away, because of cancer. Most of the time I'm fine and doing great, but sometimes (especially, when spring comes and around the holidays) I miss her just so much, that it hurts.<br>The last weeks I was in a status between feeling good, and feeling incredibly bad emotionally. And it took me some time to find out why that was. <br>Only when I found out the reason, it started to get better.</p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>This image is my try to show you how it felt for me. <br>... like nothing I did mattered anymore.<br>... like there was a black hole inside of he, that sucked all the colors out of my world.<br>... like I was falling appart and could barely hold myself together. </p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>I think we all know those moments. It feels different for all of us, but all the same at the same time. </p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>If you are in a kind of similar state at the moment... fear not. It will pass... someday. At least that's what I tell myself. </p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>I will miss her, and I will cherish the paintings I did for or because of her.</p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>And maybe these emotions just mean, that she was so very important for me. </p></div><div><br></div>\n<div><p>\"Love you mom. &lt;3 \"</p></div><div><br></div>\n\n<p></p><div>~~~<br><a href=\"https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/isuna/\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">Commission-Prices</a> | <a href=\"http://www.isuna.org/\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">Website</a> | <a href=\"https://www.patreon.com/isuna_arts\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">Patreon</a> | <a href=\"https://www.twitch.tv/isuna_arts\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">Twitch</a> <br>Feel free to contact me</div><br><br><p><a href=\"http://www.postybirb.com/\" rel=\"nofollow ugc\">Posted using PostyBirb</a></p>\n"
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